Victoria: Your thoughts now are more a reflection of your grief and depression, coming from the magnitude of your loss and the horrific way in which you lost it. I come from a broken family and even though I have friends who love me , I feel alone in this world. Third, if most people would not regard the long period before they were born as an evil, then why should they regard the period after they are dead any differently? And, just as a matter of fact, how many suicide bombers kill themselves in the name of atheism, eh? You can believe in those of us who have been there before you. I am 35 years old and just got married not to long ago. I really do as I have also thought about suicide. And did anyone think that maybe they actually have something to be guilty about? You a stranger to me, just proved a point that has not left my mind well before 5 years ago. I want to finally rest.
For all the material things in life, there is a solution and for everything else there are people like me and my family who care enough to reply to your post now. I am thankful I did not succeed. I think it would be the latter, even though it will be really, really hard for a while. Yes they say certain people attract relationships that are abusive … or something … My mother kicked me out without letting me get my stuff. Even though I know that my life is not bad, I cannot stop the suicidal thoughts. Im staying with friends till i find my own place and im looking work and hope to get a job soon. My family was there to help me, but i felt that they had to help me, not because they wanted too.
Even amid a terrible storm in the head, it is still there behind the clouds, just like the sun. Now im 22 with no job, a mound of debt and no motivation in life. I have the feeling my girlfriend has moved on along with my daughter and other child soon to be born. You have no idea how much this hurts. Have graduated over six years ago, have proceeded in academic career but the connections required to get job are just too difficult; no single member in my family can raise his head to help. I was glad when I woke up in the late a.
Did you wake up and put one foot in front of the other? I hate it when people say things like there are people much worse off than you are like that is going to make me miraculously have this grand epiphany and think yeah you are right my life is not so bad. I would cry when I heard love songs about unrequited love or being unloved and I would cry without even knowing why , I believe now that this ended up being prophetic in my life. I been holding in alot for years now and its just was building up. She had been stockpiling pills from the medicine cabinet for over a month. Put some distance between your suicidal feelings and suicidal action. Iv e been suffering major back pain. Head up; look around; see what there is to see.
If you are prone to suicidal thoughts, then it is important to have a safety plan for keeping yourself away from harm. Thoughts of suicide are more and more comforting. Once the pain is so much that we can disregard the consequences of suicide, only then should suicide be considered justified. Dialectical behavior therapy, acceptance and commitment therapy, and cognitive behavior therapy are all well suited for helping people to identify, cultivate, and strengthen reasons for living. Keep going, and realize that while you still feel suicidal, you are not, at this moment, acting on it.
Is a painful but not complicated in the end legal matter. Your future kids will never come into existence if you die now. They never even notice the quiet helpful guys like me. What we need is access to reliable means to end our suffering. I have been a Sr.
Otherwise, all the Apostles are lost because their bodies are for the most part gone. After all what role is there for the psychiatrist if people rationally came up with their own decisions no matter how they may look to others? Failure after failure in my life and awful abuse along with tragedy and health issues have left me wanting to die. Since that last attempt, I had a new wife, two kids, some pets, a home etc. Your feelings are just feelings. I mean, this may not please psychiatrists, the great pathologizers of the all too sane cynicism of some of us which they call paranoia, which there is always at least a grain of truth in, and is often the product of a clearer vision and a greater sensitivity to the injustice most people are so deeply mired and complicit in that it is no wonder they dismiss us as paranoid , but human beings are really overrated, a product no doubt of the fact that it is only man himself that is able to evaluate the species. It matters to others and your 3 kids.
Im trying to maintain a posative outlook and i really hope that things will get better. These days I mostly push this question aside. The anger and frustration i felt contributed to an estrangement from my life partner. She got sick a year ago and went to the hospital. The problem is… when you never finished before cause you are afraid of pain but then you hurt yourself and can handle it. Then when you are feeling hopeless pull out your plan and follow what you have written down.